{"id":4440,"date":"2019-12-14T20:17:33","date_gmt":"2019-12-14T19:17:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/urvaken.com\/?p=4440"},"modified":"2019-12-14T20:17:33","modified_gmt":"2019-12-14T19:17:33","slug":"ekande-tomma-rum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/urvaken.se\/index.php\/2019\/12\/14\/ekande-tomma-rum\/","title":{"rendered":"Ekande, tomma rum"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Bitterljuvt. Det \u00e4r nog det ord som beskriver tillst\u00e5ndet just nu. Egentligen har jag aldrig rotat mig h\u00e4r, \u00e4nd\u00e5 har det varit en trygg hamn. Nu ekar det tomt i alla rum. Allt som \u00e5terst\u00e5r \u00e4r en natt.<br \/>\nFlytten ner hit var av <a href=\"https:\/\/urvaken.com\/2018\/04\/08\/packa-pappas-kappsack\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">n\u00f6den tvungen<\/a>. F\u00f6r att r\u00e4dda min son. Det var h\u00e4r det v\u00e4nde f\u00f6r honom. Det var h\u00e4r han fann den trygghet han beh\u00f6vde f\u00f6r att orka igenom. Nu har denna plats spelat ut sin roll. Med facit i hand \u00e4r jag b\u00e5de stolt och n\u00f6jd.<br \/>\nDen n\u00e4rmsta framtiden \u00e4r nu en transportstr\u00e4cka. N\u00e5gonstans m\u00e5ste jag hitta ork och t\u00e5lamod att h\u00e5lla ut. Var jag ska hitta detta har jag ingen aningen om. Vinterm\u00f6rkret trycker kv\u00e4vande mot mitt medvetande.<br \/>\nTrots detta str\u00e4var jag vidare. Snubblar utmattad fram\u00e5t piskad av ett obeh\u00f6rigt tv\u00e5ng. Fast p\u00e5 den v\u00e4g jag f\u00f6r s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge sedan besl\u00f6t mig att ta. I bakhuvudet mumlar en r\u00f6st &#8220;det \u00e4r inte l\u00e5ngt kvar nu&#8221;.<br \/>\n\u00c4nnu en flyttkartong fylls upp. Varje ljud ekar i rummen, likt ekot av en svunnen tid som aldrig mer kommer att komma tillbaka. I morgon ekar rummen f\u00f6r sista g\u00e5ngen.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bitterljuvt. Det \u00e4r nog det ord som beskriver tillst\u00e5ndet just nu. Egentligen har jag aldrig rotat mig h\u00e4r, \u00e4nd\u00e5 har det varit en trygg hamn. Nu ekar det tomt i alla rum. Allt som \u00e5terst\u00e5r \u00e4r en natt. Flytten ner&#8230; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/urvaken.se\/index.php\/2019\/12\/14\/ekande-tomma-rum\/\">Continue Reading &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4437,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[251,293],"class_list":["post-4440","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-framtid","tag-flytt","tag-funderingar"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/urvaken.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/20191214_093607-scaled-e1576349503225.jpg?fit=1920%2C1080&ssl=1","jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/urvaken.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4440","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/urvaken.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/urvaken.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/urvaken.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/urvaken.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4440"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/urvaken.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4440\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/urvaken.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4437"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/urvaken.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4440"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/urvaken.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4440"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/urvaken.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4440"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}